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June 2, 2009

 

As a documentary filmmaker, I am always interested in people. In fact, I have been known to frequently “sit at other people’s tables” while out to dinner with family and friends. Training, or I should say straining my ears to find out what other people are saying. Trying to get an insider’s perspective.

Upon our move to Culver City, I found a new subject to follow.  Dean with a withered body was bound to a wheel chair. Immediately I put myself in his shoes. How does he manage to manage his malfunctioning body? Cerebral Palsy had done a number on my soon to be good friend.

Our second floor window looks out over his front stoop which he would frequently sit at catching rays. You would often find me and the kids looking out our window calling “HI DEAN”, even times when he wasn’t there.

Our first introduction to Dean was on move in day. A simarily nosey soul, Dean came over to introduce himself and see what we were doing. Or later I found out he was curious as to what we were bringing in the house. Soon after we began having frequent conversations with him, which proved to be a true game of patience as his speech was slow and very difficult to decyfer.

I quickly found out that he wanted us to help him write his life story. Scared to death, for many reasons, I backed away and offered to put my lens on him instead. This was a much more comfortable place for me to be. But not for him. (Dean did not want to be remembered by what he looked like, but rather what he had to say.) He went on to tell me that too many people think he is a monster or retarded. And many would cross the street rather than have to possibly engage with him. Let me stop for a moment and say, Dean is one of the most intelligent people I have ever come across. Years of listening to the radio and stimulating conversations with friends made this guy sharp as a knife with opinions to match, and a great sense of humor

Dean passed away last night in his sleep at a young 74 years old. He had been complaining of chest pains. Sadly, his doctors appointment was today.

I am so sad to say that his history will die with him today. I was not able to help him find a writer to aid him with his book.  I was not able to convince him to let me turn my camera on him. I am so sorry Dean… I know you had amazing things to share.

But what I can do is share a tiny blip in his history… the mere four months that I have know him.

There is one day that I will never forget that speaks to his tenacity and will to survive.

One Tuesday afternoon I noticed out our front window that Dean was coming over for a visit. I went to wake Richard who was napping as the two of them got on like a house on fire and I was sure they would want to spend time together. As I got to the bedroom and looked out, I noticed that Dean was not coming up our driveway as he normally did, but was using his wheelchair to ram our green trashcan. Shit, I thought immediately, what has Richard said to piss him off.

Then I became still and I realized what was going on. Dean was coming over to help us!!! He patiently and precisely knocked the can around, got it up the lip of the drive and pushed it all the way up our driveway. No easy task at all. He would push it a bit one way, then rammed it a bit another. Almost tipped over, but stayed up. Slow and definitely methodical.

I stood at the window in awe at this otherwise unimaginable sight.  I ran outside with Finn on my hip and could feel his sense of pride run through me.

“Dean” I said, “that was absolutely amazing. Thank you so much.”

“I try,” he said with a big grin, much like the one in the picture. And he continued to push it all the way to the end of our driveway.Dean Savage

I tell you, I get a  hangnail and cry about it for two days…

So as my husband and I sit here looking through his old picture album, trying still to get an insiders perspective on who Dean really was and what it could possibly be like to be trapped inside your own body, my heart tries to stay positive with the hope that Dean’s story will in fact live on. Maybe not the biography that he had hoped to finish before he died, but the story of one person’s persistence, patience and willingness to TRY.

God, Dean, I am going to miss you so much and wish I had just one more day to speak with you! For now, though, I will go with the peace that you are in a better place, you can now come and visit our second floor home and dance with sweet Ella. You will live in our hearts forever… HI DEAN!!! (Finn’s first few words)

 

 

 

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May 28, 2009

 

So today, I did it! I doubled my followers on Twitter. Fine, it was only from 17 to 36, but if I keep it up, I will be at 1M with PDiddy in no time.

In this process, there are a few articles that I have come across that are helping me figure out how to do this… again, not knowing if my hours a day tweeting would be better spent cleaning my house. Right now, I feel like that may be the case. But I have landed some interest from what appears to be some heavy hitters in our target audience - the Jewish and Art worlds.

So in an effort to not starve my family… I am going to sign off for the day and hope to reach 80 followers by this time tomorrow.

Cheers.

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May 27, 2009

 

This is a test, this is only a test. Today we got the locked down date for the release of AS SEEN THROUGH THESE EYES of October 2nd. That gives us about 18 weeks to perfect a independent release. We are lucky enough to be released through a company called Menemsha Films… For those of you out there following small distribution companies, you will know that they did a great job on shortlisted film Rape of Europa.This prestigious film has had a long theatrical life and they are modeling that platform for our release.

Now the one thing they did not have that we do is Twitter. Is this really a good marketing tool for our world? Various articles I have read tell me different things. So I am going to go for it and see what happens. This is a ride all you indie filmmakers/distributors may want to go on with me.

In the next 18 weeks, I will blog about how this experience is going. What we are doing to make it happen for us. I will also do my best to get some great interviews along the way with filmmakers, distributors, theaters, etc. to talk about the use of the viral market.

Please feel free to ask questions and make suggestions. I would love to hear how it is working for you out there. And again, I will make sure you get all the information I have along the way.

Here is to a new form of distribution, from the underdogs.

Cheers!

 

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March 12, 2009

 

So we finished the doc one day early due to my work schedule.  I am really proud of everyone involved. We all busted our butts. One more day, however, would have been very useful to just make sure our story was working.

3:30 am, Monday morning, I left the computer to compress the footage into a format that would burn onto the DVD. Off it went to be judged. Ugh. “We are what you are looking for” in the good words of Linda P. Brown.

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March 8, 2009

 

The editor and writer are the most important people on the film. Sure, a director has to have vision, but the two mentioned really help to define the story. For me, I prefer to work with writers and editors who come from the feature world. Every story has a three act structure, even short stories, to ensure the audience feels the emotion.

I am the editor, so I am really putting a lot on my writer to develop the story with me. And that is what she is doing. We have weeded out our footage, finding what works, then we build the emotional thread that will support our subject and story. It’s good, boy is it good. Once the competition is over, I will be able to give you more examples of exactly how she is working with me and what she does.

But for now, mums the word, and I must get back to editing.

Oh and, my thought for the day…

I am what you are looking for!

 

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